Yoooooo guysss!!! This is a freaking game changer!! This DP/DR is a good thing! This is not a ādissociative disorderā, this is an awakening of some sort. A call from your mind, body and soul directed towards your consciousness! Be your true self and this will go away really quickly I promise you. Some have even said that this is your third eye being open and overactive kinda! Really though this is a call for being your true self. Be yourself unapologetically and say the truth in all aspects of your life and watch how drastically things will change! Itās as simple as that, be honest with yourself. The truth can hurt but it will set you free I promise you. Iāve had DP/DR for 3 years and i was terrified like all of us. I didnāt understand what this was and I thought it was some sort of brain damage or psychosis or something like that when Itās just your mind soul and body refusing to take anymore bullshit. I would say iām 90% healed now and each day is better than the one before.
I had a panic attack in the car June 27th of this year. I was overthinking and stuff. It hit me and never left. I've been to therapy. I've ignored it but it always seems to force itself back. I'm on Prozac and hydroxyzine they helped but again. The dpdr is making itself known. I'm way better than I was a week ago or even a month ago. Way better than that dreaded day. I just wanna get back to my life and my brain feels split. Part of me seems "normal" the other half is still gone. It's horrible. I want it to end. I try so very hard
I got severe DP/DR October 30th of 2015. After about 2 years of hell I had it licked thatās to Noah. But recently, after a few negative things in my life happened my anxiety came back and I woke up with my old friend DP/DR one morning. Everything came back to me like a flood. The rumination the hypochondria, everything. But I know that if I am strong and calm Iāll beat this thing again. Thank you Noah, you really are doing the lords work here and changing peoples lives here.
If only Bill Gates put money into finding a cure for this condition.. it's 2019 and still Doctors don't understand this condition.. sad world we live in..
@bignoknow Hi Noah, did you have to do 'self regulation' while recovering and/or do you still have to do 'self regulation' to keep dp/dr away? Thank you!
Do not be scared the best thing you can do to start recovering from DP/DR is continue living with your life as if you didnāt have the condition it can be hard but little by little youāll get through it. DP/DR is like the clown I.T the more you fear it the bigger and scarier it gets and starts controlling you but when you refocus your mind and your thoughts and start breathing it becomes powerless. āThe tougher the day the greater the strength the harder the test the greater the powerā We are all truly blessed and will overcome this and realize it has made us stronger. We will appreciate life more and will take the good risks in life that will make us move forward in our lives. Once you have overcome this horrific feeling everything else in life will make you fearless. We can say I been through hell and back and there is nothing else that can face me. This is an awakening to your great power. We are all strong and itās our time to thrive to do good in ourselves and other people in our lives. You are the mind, the body, the soul, the spirit, and the god of your path my friends.
I have headaches dizzy I got depersonlization three years ago commented on your old videos on my old channel and now it cane back I feel out of it dizzy headaches depressed idk what to do
This is the trippiest shit ever. 19 yo, had this since I was 12, never went away. Got very slightly better once, but soon came back in full strength. One of the worst aspects about it for me is, it's a very confusing/paranoia inducing state. You feel like no one gets it, and if you try and make it better you feel this overwhelming dread like it's not possible.
I suffer, lke most of you guys here from Depersonalization-derealization disorder. I usually have feelings of disconnection either stress related , or it comes randomly .
My therapist told me that this was because of the trauma I suffered as a kid . And it all made sense . When you are in a threatening situation your mind goes into fight or flight. If either of those 2 options don't work it goes into freeze . And if freeze doesn't work , your mind dissociates and blocks out what is happening .
The brain is complex, and it is our natural response to danger is in this order. Fight or Flight , Freeze , Dissociate. However the brain can be stubborn. It will default to one of these options that worked for you. And obviously for me my default in a bad situation is to Dissociate and experience derealization and depersonalization .
This at first used to freak me out. However over about 5 years of feeling like this I have gotten used to dissociation . For me it's actually helpful sometimes . But it started worrying me again when I would black out for parts of my day . I would be at work and not remember anything that I had done , my colleague was even joking with me saying what were you doing all morning you slacker . And I couldn't even answer him because it was total black out. That was the first time I was losing time .
I would wake up in the morning to find random Spotify playlist that I can't remember making . These songs weren't really my taste . But I thought fuck it I'll listen to it. And it turns out I like it now . But I can never explain how the songs even got there . One of the album's was Being No one Going Nowhere by STRFKR and the song that stood out was STRFKR interspace . I feel like maybe I'm trying to tell something to myself , or maybe my consciousness is so fragmented it's trying to sort it's self out . At the end of the day I'm not afraid because I have been detached from my physical body enough to know we are stuck in a simulation . As much as a therapist will say it's just a coping mechanism . To actually experience full dissociation is like lifting the veil on our perceived construct of reality.
I believe that us the ones that Dissociate and experience these things are picking up the waves of another station metaphorically speaking . I will continue to go to therapy to try to ground back to this reality , it's just really hard to try to explain to a therapist that doesn't experience what we all feel . You get the feeling that they view you as a bit insane.
It's just been a waste of time and money going to see a therapist.majority of them have no information or knowledge about depersonalization…uggh it's so frustrating. I've had it for 5 years now I miss myself, my life, my feelings, bonding, just experiencing the little joys in life…just feel spaced out and in a bubble it gets worse every second.
I have just found your videos and Iām so thankful I have. Iām 17 and Iāve had this exact feeling for around 2 years. But before that it would come and go. I hate it. For so long I thought something was wrong with me, and I couldnāt understand how or why I have it. Every time I talk about it I get a tight feeling in my throat and tears fill my eyes. I canāt control it. Iāve been going to therapy for a bit now but it hasnāt helped one bit. Even watching this video made me cry for some reason. Iām going to look into this program and hopefully it will help me. I canāt even remember what life was like before this feeling. I just donāt know how to live like this anymore.
Dp/dr is a mindset. It's an irrational way of thinking. It's a monster that grows larger when you feed it. You have to let it starve. Dont think about it. Dont give it attention. It's hard and you have to learn how to block it out and retrain your mind to think normally again. Depersonalization is like when you say a word repeatedly to the point that it doesn't even seem like a real word anymore. You start to think what is a word anyway? How to we associate these weird sounds coming out of our mouth to have some sort of actual meaning that we can convey thoughts with? You overanylize it all, until the question the very nature of the word itself. That's what Dp/dr is. You overanylize every little thing to the point that it seems alien to you. You question the existence of it all, is it real? Am I real? What does it mean to be real. Where as before you accepted things for what they are, you've come to question everything to the point where your brain can't process all of your thoughts thus causing depersonalization. the key to getting over it is acceptance. Accept that your life will be OK. Accept that DP/DR is just a negative way of thinking. Accept life for what it is and move on. It's not easy but in time you can train your brain to think in a rational way again
I love you so much for this. I just wish I could give you a hug. I got depersonalization/derealization from a bad weed experience.. I had smoked many times before that but this time was different.. I felt horrible I sat in a room and just waited for my high to go away. I woke up the next day and thought I was okay and it all came back like a wave. I ended up in the hospital for 3 days and now itās been around 4 months and I still suffer. I have good days and I have bad days but just watching these videos have helped me. I do everything I can to get better and luckily I knew what it was after about a week because when I didnāt I was in the worst state I had ever been in. I wish I could give you a hug.
I am 13 and I had derealization just a few weeks ago. I just remember going back upstairs after a family dinner and then suddenly, I felt like everything isnt real. It felt like I was just dreaming and felt also like my body parts isnt mine. I remembered looking at my hands and touching it. The only thing I was able to do was just pray to Jesus that the feeling would be gone because while growing up my family was very religious. And then I prayed really hard begging for the mercy of Jesus. And then after the prayer, the feeling of being derealized was gone. I just cried after that, thanking to the Lord. Coincidentally, it was Good Friday, just a few days before Holy Week.
I've had de realization for years now.. If you guys knew how bad it actually it is or was then why wouldn't you just want to help people… Why make them pay to get better? Lol
I've been having a real hard time dealing with derealization/depersonalization after a series of events which lead to crazy high anxiety and I feel so stuck… I try to force myself to go out and do things but it seems to make it worse, even around my loved ones that support me.. my thoughts just keep feeding themselves and I feel like I'm in a revolving door, even writing this is proving difficult. I tried CBT but I could no longer afford it, if anyone has anything to say about what helped them I'd appreciate it. Going on google to read things has only made things worse and I feel like I'm stuck…
Four months and is like hell.. My dr is the problem for me.. I am afraid to look the world. Everythink is like out of this world. My brain cant prosses space shape time. Am i going crazy??????
Charge people whatever price you have in mind and give them a lifetime, no expiration, money back guaranteed unless they are grateful because they wonāt bother refunding due to extreme gratitude. Or just make it completely free.
At the age of 25 right now, I canāt tell you how long I have had dp/dr until I felt like I was going crazy just recently. I probably had it for 3-7 years because I didnāt feel like my old self that really connected to reality every waking moment. Based on what you described in your past and present videos, I really connected with it along with many of the comments from those videos. I felt genuinely happy that Iām not alone.
I am thankful for your complete honest talk about this topic. However, I canāt completely agree with selling the course. Iām already unsure if Iām sane or insane typing this.
Rather than paying for a course, Iād prefer to talk over it like how youāre posting numerous of videos about it. If you understand me well enough while having dp/dr, which Iām sure your 100% had this feeling like me, I feel like this is an unintentional target on the victims of this mental issue to pay for a course when they rather have the answers now. This is by no means for me trying to offend you but I believe this unintentional on your sides. Paying is already causing me anxiety while Iām struggling heavily on this dp/dr. In my opinion, this isnāt the type of topic to make money on paid ecourse videos especially where YouTube is a load of free and generously given source of info.
If you understand, you two should please consider it. Just my thoughts.
Thank you guys. To throw this out there, this is already really great content.
I think some times I struggle with this. Itās probably due to some of the drug use in the past. But at times I feel that my life isnāt real and I feel out of my body. I then snap myself out of it and I feel very unfocused for a little while then eventually I come back to life. I use caffeine to help me some days. But over the last few years Iāve tried to handle things without anything. Itās weird and it sucks. I guess I have to keep learning more about myself. It is what it is.
I really donāt know what to do anymore for the past year Iāve felt like this and it feels like it will never end It feels like Iāve lost all energy in my body and I have no motivation to do shit and I donāt know why and Iāve contemplated suicide a ton of times
I just found this video and i thought i was alone, Im 16 and ive been having dpdr 24 7 for about 4 yrs now. It started off being a couple hours at a time during soccer, or at night or if i was getting shouted at by parents of any other people. I went from thinking it was normal to feeling alone and suicidal. I used to hurt myself on a daily basis to "wake myself up" from what was going. I also have adhd so i cant concentrate at school normally let alone not distinguishing between whats real and what could be in my head. In writing this I dont know if this is real or not. If it is real then i need help because i am screwing my own life as i am depressed and suicidal and i dont even see the point in living with this disorder. This video and all your other ones on this channel have given me hope. I wish everyone with this disorder would come and watch your videos. Thank u so verry much
I still feel like Iām dreaming. After intense excercise, meditation, mindfulness, HH and santos barrios program, medication, magnesium, CBD oil. I guess it just goes away on itās one. Iāve had it ever since I was a kid Iām 19
Brother i am just 15 years old and i am suffering from anxiety depression and depersonalisation i am so scared.the last time that i was truly happy was about 9 months ago but my family dont know that i am suffering from depersonalisation coz i didn't told them about this coz they don't understand my feelings they just think that is my weakness the problem is that i cant pay for that recovery programme coz my parents dont know. If you are reading this comment plzzzzz plz reply me i sure that there are thousands of teens who suffers from this but they don't have anyone to talk to.i am just alone nobody understands my feelings so plzz make a video about the tips to recover i have written this comment coz i thought than you can understand me coz you have dealt this
I wish I'd known of your channel sooner. I have DP/DR too and it started about 3 years ago. I had to claw my way back to where I am today. The first year was so scary but now I can say im 80 percent better but still need more work to do to get my self back
I cry every night
My names jesse kindhart if you can text me that can hel0
Or im fake or somthing
I think im mental
Plllzz help im 14 i needdddddd help i feel like it will never happen i can think and im scarredš
I keep hearing people say they are better, but i don't believe it. How can you feel time pass again or stop existential terror? You can't
Yoooooo guysss!!! This is a freaking game changer!! This DP/DR is a good thing! This is not a ādissociative disorderā, this is an awakening of some sort. A call from your mind, body and soul directed towards your consciousness! Be your true self and this will go away really quickly I promise you. Some have even said that this is your third eye being open and overactive kinda! Really though this is a call for being your true self. Be yourself unapologetically and say the truth in all aspects of your life and watch how drastically things will change! Itās as simple as that, be honest with yourself. The truth can hurt but it will set you free I promise you. Iāve had DP/DR for 3 years and i was terrified like all of us. I didnāt understand what this was and I thought it was some sort of brain damage or psychosis or something like that when Itās just your mind soul and body refusing to take anymore bullshit. I would say iām 90% healed now and each day is better than the one before.
I had a panic attack in the car June 27th of this year. I was overthinking and stuff. It hit me and never left. I've been to therapy. I've ignored it but it always seems to force itself back. I'm on Prozac and hydroxyzine they helped but again. The dpdr is making itself known. I'm way better than I was a week ago or even a month ago. Way better than that dreaded day. I just wanna get back to my life and my brain feels split. Part of me seems "normal" the other half is still gone. It's horrible. I want it to end. I try so very hard
I got severe DP/DR October 30th of 2015. After about 2 years of hell I had it licked thatās to Noah. But recently, after a few negative things in my life happened my anxiety came back and I woke up with my old friend DP/DR one morning. Everything came back to me like a flood. The rumination the hypochondria, everything. But I know that if I am strong and calm Iāll beat this thing again. Thank you Noah, you really are doing the lords work here and changing peoples lives here.
If only Bill Gates put money into finding a cure for this condition.. it's 2019 and still Doctors don't understand this condition.. sad world we live in..
dpdr gang, we are strong! you are never alone in this! keep going ā¤ļø
I had this happen to me one time when I was 13 and on a trip for a competition. It was terrifying
Was anyones vision warping or moving in some ways even tho they arnt
Walls or rooms feeling like on a ship ?
Or tinnitus that goes with it
@bignoknow Hi Noah, did you have to do 'self regulation' while recovering and/or do you still have to do 'self regulation' to keep dp/dr away? Thank you!
Thank you man.
Do not be scared the best thing you can do to start recovering from DP/DR is continue living with your life as if you didnāt have the condition it can be hard but little by little youāll get through it. DP/DR is like the clown I.T the more you fear it the bigger and scarier it gets and starts controlling you but when you refocus your mind and your thoughts and start breathing it becomes powerless.
āThe tougher the day the greater the strength the harder the test the greater the powerā
We are all truly blessed and will overcome this and realize it has made us stronger. We will appreciate life more and will take the good risks in life that will make us move forward in our lives. Once you have overcome this horrific feeling everything else in life will make you fearless. We can say I been through hell and back and there is nothing else that can face me. This is an awakening to your great power.
We are all strong and itās our time to thrive to do good in ourselves and other people in our lives. You are the mind, the body, the soul, the spirit, and the god of your path my friends.
I have headaches dizzy I got depersonlization three years ago commented on your old videos on my old channel and now it cane back I feel out of it dizzy headaches depressed idk what to do
I have depersonalization I don't know what to do I don't know if I should even be Alive
This is the trippiest shit ever. 19 yo, had this since I was 12, never went away. Got very slightly better once, but soon came back in full strength. One of the worst aspects about it for me is, it's a very confusing/paranoia inducing state. You feel like no one gets it, and if you try and make it better you feel this overwhelming dread like it's not possible.
I suffer, lke most of you guys here from Depersonalization-derealization disorder. I usually have feelings of disconnection either stress related , or it comes randomly .
My therapist told me that this was because of the trauma I suffered as a kid . And it all made sense . When you are in a threatening situation your mind goes into fight or flight. If either of those 2 options don't work it goes into freeze . And if freeze doesn't work , your mind dissociates and blocks out what is happening .
The brain is complex, and it is our natural response to danger is in this order. Fight or Flight , Freeze , Dissociate. However the brain can be stubborn. It will default to one of these options that worked for you. And obviously for me my default in a bad situation is to Dissociate and experience derealization and depersonalization .
This at first used to freak me out. However over about 5 years of feeling like this I have gotten used to dissociation . For me it's actually helpful sometimes . But it started worrying me again when I would black out for parts of my day . I would be at work and not remember anything that I had done , my colleague was even joking with me saying what were you doing all morning you slacker . And I couldn't even answer him because it was total black out. That was the first time I was losing time .
I would wake up in the morning to find random Spotify playlist that I can't remember making . These songs weren't really my taste . But I thought fuck it I'll listen to it. And it turns out I like it now . But I can never explain how the songs even got there . One of the album's was Being No one Going Nowhere by STRFKR and the song that stood out was STRFKR interspace . I feel like maybe I'm trying to tell something to myself , or maybe my consciousness is so fragmented it's trying to sort it's self out . At the end of the day I'm not afraid because I have been detached from my physical body enough to know we are stuck in a simulation . As much as a therapist will say it's just a coping mechanism . To actually experience full dissociation is like lifting the veil on our perceived construct of reality.
I believe that us the ones that Dissociate and experience these things are picking up the waves of another station metaphorically speaking . I will continue to go to therapy to try to ground back to this reality , it's just really hard to try to explain to a therapist that doesn't experience what we all feel . You get the feeling that they view you as a bit insane.
Peace . Ewok .
Everything you say resonates with me !!!
It's just been a waste of time and money going to see a therapist.majority of them have no information or knowledge about depersonalization…uggh it's so frustrating. I've had it for 5 years now I miss myself, my life, my feelings, bonding, just experiencing the little joys in life…just feel spaced out and in a bubble it gets worse every second.
I have just found your videos and Iām so thankful I have. Iām 17 and Iāve had this exact feeling for around 2 years. But before that it would come and go. I hate it. For so long I thought something was wrong with me, and I couldnāt understand how or why I have it. Every time I talk about it I get a tight feeling in my throat and tears fill my eyes. I canāt control it. Iāve been going to therapy for a bit now but it hasnāt helped one bit. Even watching this video made me cry for some reason. Iām going to look into this program and hopefully it will help me. I canāt even remember what life was like before this feeling. I just donāt know how to live like this anymore.
Really, thank you
I don't know why, but, just hearing you talk about It makes me feel better.
Dp/dr is a mindset. It's an irrational way of thinking. It's a monster that grows larger when you feed it. You have to let it starve. Dont think about it. Dont give it attention. It's hard and you have to learn how to block it out and retrain your mind to think normally again. Depersonalization is like when you say a word repeatedly to the point that it doesn't even seem like a real word anymore. You start to think what is a word anyway? How to we associate these weird sounds coming out of our mouth to have some sort of actual meaning that we can convey thoughts with? You overanylize it all, until the question the very nature of the word itself. That's what Dp/dr is. You overanylize every little thing to the point that it seems alien to you. You question the existence of it all, is it real? Am I real? What does it mean to be real. Where as before you accepted things for what they are, you've come to question everything to the point where your brain can't process all of your thoughts thus causing depersonalization. the key to getting over it is acceptance. Accept that your life will be OK. Accept that DP/DR is just a negative way of thinking. Accept life for what it is and move on. It's not easy but in time you can train your brain to think in a rational way again
I love you so much for this. I just wish I could give you a hug.
I got depersonalization/derealization from a bad weed experience.. I had smoked many times before that but this time was different.. I felt horrible I sat in a room and just waited for my high to go away. I woke up the next day and thought I was okay and it all came back like a wave. I ended up in the hospital for 3 days and now itās been around 4 months and I still suffer. I have good days and I have bad days but just watching these videos have helped me. I do everything I can to get better and luckily I knew what it was after about a week because when I didnāt I was in the worst state I had ever been in.
I wish I could give you a hug.
I am 13 and I had derealization just a few weeks ago. I just remember going back upstairs after a family dinner and then suddenly, I felt like everything isnt real. It felt like I was just dreaming and felt also like my body parts isnt mine. I remembered looking at my hands and touching it. The only thing I was able to do was just pray to Jesus that the feeling would be gone because while growing up my family was very religious. And then I prayed really hard begging for the mercy of Jesus. And then after the prayer, the feeling of being derealized was gone. I just cried after that, thanking to the Lord. Coincidentally, it was Good Friday, just a few days before Holy Week.
I've had de realization for years now.. If you guys knew how bad it actually it is or was then why wouldn't you just want to help people… Why make them pay to get better? Lol
I've been having a real hard time dealing with derealization/depersonalization after a series of events which lead to crazy high anxiety and I feel so stuck… I try to force myself to go out and do things but it seems to make it worse, even around my loved ones that support me.. my thoughts just keep feeding themselves and I feel like I'm in a revolving door, even writing this is proving difficult. I tried CBT but I could no longer afford it, if anyone has anything to say about what helped them I'd appreciate it. Going on google to read things has only made things worse and I feel like I'm stuck…
Four months and is like hell.. My dr is the problem for me.. I am afraid to look the world. Everythink is like out of this world. My brain cant prosses space shape time. Am i going crazy??????
Still have it 3 years now
Hi Noah, hi Jordan,
I have a proposal suggestion on your course.
Charge people whatever price you have in mind and give them a lifetime, no expiration, money back guaranteed unless they are grateful because they wonāt bother refunding due to extreme gratitude. Or just make it completely free.
At the age of 25 right now, I canāt tell you how long I have had dp/dr until I felt like I was going crazy just recently. I probably had it for 3-7 years because I didnāt feel like my old self that really connected to reality every waking moment. Based on what you described in your past and present videos, I really connected with it along with many of the comments from those videos. I felt genuinely happy that Iām not alone.
I am thankful for your complete honest talk about this topic. However, I canāt completely agree with selling the course. Iām already unsure if Iām sane or insane typing this.
Rather than paying for a course, Iād prefer to talk over it like how youāre posting numerous of videos about it. If you understand me well enough while having dp/dr, which Iām sure your 100% had this feeling like me, I feel like this is an unintentional target on the victims of this mental issue to pay for a course when they rather have the answers now. This is by no means for me trying to offend you but I believe this unintentional on your sides. Paying is already causing me anxiety while Iām struggling heavily on this dp/dr. In my opinion, this isnāt the type of topic to make money on paid ecourse videos especially where YouTube is a load of free and generously given source of info.
If you understand, you two should please consider it. Just my thoughts.
Thank you guys. To throw this out there, this is already really great content.
This condition basically ruined two years of my life
why tf does it cost money just help us
I think some times I struggle with this. Itās probably due to some of the drug use in the past. But at times I feel that my life isnāt real and I feel out of my body. I then snap myself out of it and I feel very unfocused for a little while then eventually I come back to life. I use caffeine to help me some days. But over the last few years Iāve tried to handle things without anything. Itās weird and it sucks. I guess I have to keep learning more about myself. It is what it is.
As a 13 year old not knowing what the hell is going on this really helps and I just wanted to thank you
I really donāt know what to do anymore for the past year Iāve felt like this and it feels like it will never end It feels like Iāve lost all energy in my body and I have no motivation to do shit and I donāt know why and Iāve contemplated suicide a ton of times
I just found this video and i thought i was alone, Im 16 and ive been having dpdr 24 7 for about 4 yrs now. It started off being a couple hours at a time during soccer, or at night or if i was getting shouted at by parents of any other people. I went from thinking it was normal to feeling alone and suicidal. I used to hurt myself on a daily basis to "wake myself up" from what was going. I also have adhd so i cant concentrate at school normally let alone not distinguishing between whats real and what could be in my head. In writing this I dont know if this is real or not. If it is real then i need help because i am screwing my own life as i am depressed and suicidal and i dont even see the point in living with this disorder. This video and all your other ones on this channel have given me hope. I wish everyone with this disorder would come and watch your videos. Thank u so verry much
I still feel like Iām dreaming. After intense excercise, meditation, mindfulness, HH and santos barrios program, medication, magnesium, CBD oil. I guess it just goes away on itās one. Iāve had it ever since I was a kid Iām 19
Brother i am just 15 years old and i am suffering from anxiety depression and depersonalisation i am so scared.the last time that i was truly happy was about 9 months ago but my family dont know that i am suffering from depersonalisation coz i didn't told them about this coz they don't understand my feelings they just think that is my weakness the problem is that i cant pay for that recovery programme coz my parents dont know. If you are reading this comment plzzzzz plz reply me i sure that there are thousands of teens who suffers from this but they don't have anyone to talk to.i am just alone nobody understands my feelings so plzz make a video about the tips to recover i have written this comment coz i thought than you can understand me coz you have dealt this
9 years and counting. Survival is hard š keep on trying to get better!
I had depersonalization one day it was the the worst feeling that you actually dont feel… if that makes sense
I wish I'd known of your channel sooner. I have DP/DR too and it started about 3 years ago. I had to claw my way back to where I am today. The first year was so scary but now I can say im 80 percent better but still need more work to do to get my self back
Does anyone Have a very bad blury vison at night ? I feel everything is fake and it feel like a game